So as it turns out, I'm not very good at this whole blog thing... Actually remembering to post anything is ridiculously hard and, besides that, I've had a lot on mind the past little while. Too much to actually remember to do anything trivial, or important for that matter.
Sitting here at the next crossroads of my life I realize that I am not ready to move forward. There is a guy standing in front of my with keys to brand new sports car, no taxes, and even though I can see the road behind him I don't want to get into the car. I know that my old car is now broken down, rusty, with one door torn partly off, and it shouldn't be used anymore, but I don't want to trade it in just yet.
Maybe, instead, I'll go to the used car lot next to me and buy a cheap second-hand one for now. Just something to get me down to the next new car.
I don't want the life choice that has presented itself to me, but I know now that I can't actually stay where I am anymore. It has caused a change already, although I am hoping that it doesn't progress.
For now, I am ok with a second-hand car, as long as it gets me somewhere that I want to be, and it's not down the road that the fancy new life-choice car is pointed.
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